I Hate Good-Byes

Early this morning my Mum headed home after being here for 3 weeks. It was great to have her here and D really had a great time with his Nana. He is going to be SO upset when he wakes up and sees that she isn't here. She had to be at the airport for 6am and we didn't want to wake him up. It's going to be very hard to see him upset in the morning.

I'm really bad with saying Good-Bye. I'm a very emotional person so tears happen very easily for me. I've been good the last 2 times I've had to say Good-Bye to family. I didn't cry when my brother left our place in January after visiting for 2 weeks. Well, not in front of him. I did cry later on. Today when I had to say Good-Bye, I was able to hold back to tears until she was gone. I know that if I started to cry that she would start to cry and that would just be awful. So I made it through the Good-Bye without any tears. Lord knows I wanted to just break down and cry. God, I'm even crying right now.

I'm really going to miss her. It's going to be good to get back into a regular routine again though. it's going to be incredibly quiet around here though. I already miss her.

Okay, I'm going to shut up and stop crying now...